word

he the person which=
important
my hero
my idol
i respect
i love
so much.....
but i not heartless...
even i not really a good person
stubborn
wild
selfish
but i got the feeling....
the word u throw at me
realy hurt me badly
u make me feel more useless
not deserve to live in this world
i sorry
pain inside hard to hide....
even it just one word...
one word cant devastated everything _ _ _ _!!!!!!!