i'm standing by..alone..waitin..lookin..finding..who next will be the someone in my fuckin world..not bother me at all..lil...i adore those shoes...haih...still wondering...laying at living room alone at 4 a.m...with my pussy cat beside me playin...what the hack i suppose to sleep...my head keep turnin...those moment when i last talkin with them still echoing in my mind..y u do such of this thing...y i had those feelin neither not u??haih...whatever it is past still past..currently love we belong to me songs...nothin seem to be special...three days i totally mess with flu n cough come along..our date are bizarre...i snoring while i watchin harry potter...fun aite...damn lousy..two mid term in one week...damn...two day's "ego" keep out to meet him...i craving cupcakes..seriously cupcakes n caramel..damn it haunting me out..please..cut out...i gonna miss u babe...jealousy crossed into my mind..that gonna be "alia mental problem begun". they haunting my every memories..enufff...i need a rest...damn i reaaly need a rest..."checkmate"....

too LEGIT too QUIT!!!

bye...

here's it begin...about 1 month ago..it bothering me..after one lil thing devastated few month ago it keep repeating..i tod she a good friend come with good attitude...but not like i think..it worst..irritated n annoying..u not as gold as your folk thinks..u hurt the ppl which love you most..cold-hearted!!!!!!u must got the award..all ppl around you run.run to save there life..."the light are on but everybody gone"..such a ashamed..you're not the goddess..dont have right to insult ppl....imagine if one of your family member sick or bad thing happen to them..just bcoz of your word someday you get word from him...the greatest!!!think about it..ppl will keep pray to get their right...different people different attitude...the choice are yours..so choose...make sure you choose it carefully...wisely...whatever it is you disguised everybody..yucksss....that was it...enuff is enuff...you hurt ppl i love most..not only one but two...damn it..."take all your favourites attitude,mix them together and it is what you get someday baby....!!!!"....

the gurl who used to hang out at the club bar!!!!

new born

iris delisha!!!
bubblewrap......

simple.....
ily....

many story

many emotional

many attitude

many hater & lovers

end of it....

be professional.....:)

water world...

hahaahahaha...las week we went to afamosa...haih..."makin gelap la"...plan 11 ppl goin...but on that days only 5 jew...fun jew...all have a nice day...best jew....:)

while i watchin p.s ilove you...thinking n wonderin...would dat will happen toward my life..i my life not goin vey smoothly...actually i do have everything..i have my damn stuff...family,friend n special...nowadays,something disturbin my thought...i started to cry..when people shout at me i am scared...it pouring on my cheeks..i knew something will appeared toward my unexpected life..i do have someone..someone i do love..care..but are he was the one for me..are he was my groom when i tied the knot...searching...i would rather dive in deep ocean searching...exploring...although i have someone..i have my right to well known other people..i love being friend..but i lost friend..i lost everything...so many thing i jealous about..so many thing i going through..it burden my heart...i want my abeng...he cant bare to see me cry..he my brother..i do love him more than everything..i in pain..damn...i tried be joy..i am...but something lost..i fuckin really dont know what it all about..laugh are my passion...i need someone could rather make me laugh till drop..i love smile but people keep saying dat i arrogant..temper?i hate it but i have it..sometimes i control my anger..sometimes i lost it..he's have the anger...he sweet but while he angry throw the bad word to me..it pain..even it rare but still fuckin hate it..i not perfect gurl..nobodys perfect right??i am used harsh word..hello i stay in mallacca...all malaccan people use harsh word..hee...my teardrop already dried..i wipe it by myself..there one guy callin me last night..ask me either he can be friend with me or not..i cool with me..sory i do not have facebook..lazy actually..hee..he saw me couples of times..i tod i was like invisible at campus..heee..nice to meet u...:)...nana in the malacca..hahaha...hopefully there are the time i can spend my time with nana..on septemeber she goin to futher her wing to uk..i wish my parent send me there..yahoo...heaven x??i feal relieve..blog are my bff..it like a human being pleasure to hear my intuition...that it..prayin tomorrow something new happen to my life....

^yaww^