walking away

I'm walking away
From the troubles in my life
I'm walking away
Oh, to find a better day

Sometimes, some people get me wrong
When it's something I've said or done
Sometimes, you feel there is no fun
That's why you turn and run
But now I truly realize
Some people don't wanna compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes
Spreading those lies, yeah

Well I don't wanna live a lie
Too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights
I'm sorry to say boy


Well I'm so tired baby
Of things you say
You're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby
Don't listen to the games they play
Boy I thought you'd realized
I'm not like them other guys
Cuz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise babe

12.00 pm buka puasa!!!

haih....
ape nk jd!!!!

amir aku lapa doh...
ak puwn lapa....
jom la buka...
cun....
mkn big apple!!!

then we ended our fasting with big apple at ujong pasir....:)

:(

while i doin quiz by fb.....i found out which i miss happiness...i do miss the happiness...happiness that god gave to me few month ago...everything perfect...till one day drop it down...i empty...sometimes i want cried it loud...but i cant...cant goes out...the people i love most flew away from me...only because of dat thing...unbelievable...breathless...mayb you all do not felt just like i did...indeed...WHERE MY HAPPINESS GO?seem like i lost everything...i cant look up...do i need twist it around...now i left my ex bf behind..it over...but i miss most are them...i dont think so they miss me...it killing me...thank god you all got better life...i glad to see u happy...sometime my felling encourage me to send lil cute letter...just wanna ask...how ur u guy???...but i knew it not gonna be happen...i learn my lesson..did u miss me too???

~~end!!~~

here i come...ordinary gurl...simple life...extraordinary friend!!!but i keep thinking...this year 2009 was the bad year eva...i guess...i lost many of friend.."sory if ifelt this way,if u dont felt like i did,i dun mind"...y thing happen till this way?am i that cruel...till u treat me that kind of way...i fine with dat...after losing couples of ppl...i lost the treasure i love most!!!y did he doin such stupid thing...foolish...and stop pretending..i finally found out...all this shit day u throw me a lie...F***...it hurt a lot..my heart hard to breath...it stop breathing!!!i need fresh air...need medicine...guy...dont insult me infront other ppl...i not doin criminal for god sake!!!...whatever it is...raya coming...so i apologize to all ppl...sory for acting like childish which i tod it fun...we're matured...thanks for taking good care of me...sory to said i need to erase all memory,ur name ur everything inside my soul!!!!so long....good bye!!!

good bye love...
good bye old friend
u all broke my heart
damn it reaally hurt
after all this day
i always there when u need help...
this what i got
i appreciate...
ur life better than i am...
so long!!!!
:)

i'm standing by..alone..waitin..lookin..finding..who next will be the someone in my fuckin world..not bother me at all..lil...i adore those shoes...haih...still wondering...laying at living room alone at 4 a.m...with my pussy cat beside me playin...what the hack i suppose to sleep...my head keep turnin...those moment when i last talkin with them still echoing in my mind..y u do such of this thing...y i had those feelin neither not u??haih...whatever it is past still past..currently love we belong to me songs...nothin seem to be special...three days i totally mess with flu n cough come along..our date are bizarre...i snoring while i watchin harry potter...fun aite...damn lousy..two mid term in one week...damn...two day's "ego" keep out to meet him...i craving cupcakes..seriously cupcakes n caramel..damn it haunting me out..please..cut out...i gonna miss u babe...jealousy crossed into my mind..that gonna be "alia mental problem begun". they haunting my every memories..enufff...i need a rest...damn i reaaly need a rest..."checkmate"....

too LEGIT too QUIT!!!