walking away

I'm walking away
From the troubles in my life
I'm walking away
Oh, to find a better day

Sometimes, some people get me wrong
When it's something I've said or done
Sometimes, you feel there is no fun
That's why you turn and run
But now I truly realize
Some people don't wanna compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes
Spreading those lies, yeah

Well I don't wanna live a lie
Too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights
I'm sorry to say boy


Well I'm so tired baby
Of things you say
You're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby
Don't listen to the games they play
Boy I thought you'd realized
I'm not like them other guys
Cuz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise babe

12.00 pm buka puasa!!!

haih....
ape nk jd!!!!

amir aku lapa doh...
ak puwn lapa....
jom la buka...
cun....
mkn big apple!!!

then we ended our fasting with big apple at ujong pasir....:)

:(

while i doin quiz by fb.....i found out which i miss happiness...i do miss the happiness...happiness that god gave to me few month ago...everything perfect...till one day drop it down...i empty...sometimes i want cried it loud...but i cant...cant goes out...the people i love most flew away from me...only because of dat thing...unbelievable...breathless...mayb you all do not felt just like i did...indeed...WHERE MY HAPPINESS GO?seem like i lost everything...i cant look up...do i need twist it around...now i left my ex bf behind..it over...but i miss most are them...i dont think so they miss me...it killing me...thank god you all got better life...i glad to see u happy...sometime my felling encourage me to send lil cute letter...just wanna ask...how ur u guy???...but i knew it not gonna be happen...i learn my lesson..did u miss me too???

~~end!!~~

here i come...ordinary gurl...simple life...extraordinary friend!!!but i keep thinking...this year 2009 was the bad year eva...i guess...i lost many of friend.."sory if ifelt this way,if u dont felt like i did,i dun mind"...y thing happen till this way?am i that cruel...till u treat me that kind of way...i fine with dat...after losing couples of ppl...i lost the treasure i love most!!!y did he doin such stupid thing...foolish...and stop pretending..i finally found out...all this shit day u throw me a lie...F***...it hurt a lot..my heart hard to breath...it stop breathing!!!i need fresh air...need medicine...guy...dont insult me infront other ppl...i not doin criminal for god sake!!!...whatever it is...raya coming...so i apologize to all ppl...sory for acting like childish which i tod it fun...we're matured...thanks for taking good care of me...sory to said i need to erase all memory,ur name ur everything inside my soul!!!!so long....good bye!!!

good bye love...
good bye old friend
u all broke my heart
damn it reaally hurt
after all this day
i always there when u need help...
this what i got
i appreciate...
ur life better than i am...
so long!!!!
:)

i'm standing by..alone..waitin..lookin..finding..who next will be the someone in my fuckin world..not bother me at all..lil...i adore those shoes...haih...still wondering...laying at living room alone at 4 a.m...with my pussy cat beside me playin...what the hack i suppose to sleep...my head keep turnin...those moment when i last talkin with them still echoing in my mind..y u do such of this thing...y i had those feelin neither not u??haih...whatever it is past still past..currently love we belong to me songs...nothin seem to be special...three days i totally mess with flu n cough come along..our date are bizarre...i snoring while i watchin harry potter...fun aite...damn lousy..two mid term in one week...damn...two day's "ego" keep out to meet him...i craving cupcakes..seriously cupcakes n caramel..damn it haunting me out..please..cut out...i gonna miss u babe...jealousy crossed into my mind..that gonna be "alia mental problem begun". they haunting my every memories..enufff...i need a rest...damn i reaaly need a rest..."checkmate"....

too LEGIT too QUIT!!!

bye...

here's it begin...about 1 month ago..it bothering me..after one lil thing devastated few month ago it keep repeating..i tod she a good friend come with good attitude...but not like i think..it worst..irritated n annoying..u not as gold as your folk thinks..u hurt the ppl which love you most..cold-hearted!!!!!!u must got the award..all ppl around you run.run to save there life..."the light are on but everybody gone"..such a ashamed..you're not the goddess..dont have right to insult ppl....imagine if one of your family member sick or bad thing happen to them..just bcoz of your word someday you get word from him...the greatest!!!think about it..ppl will keep pray to get their right...different people different attitude...the choice are yours..so choose...make sure you choose it carefully...wisely...whatever it is you disguised everybody..yucksss....that was it...enuff is enuff...you hurt ppl i love most..not only one but two...damn it..."take all your favourites attitude,mix them together and it is what you get someday baby....!!!!"....

the gurl who used to hang out at the club bar!!!!

new born

iris delisha!!!
bubblewrap......

simple.....
ily....

many story

many emotional

many attitude

many hater & lovers

end of it....

be professional.....:)

water world...

hahaahahaha...las week we went to afamosa...haih..."makin gelap la"...plan 11 ppl goin...but on that days only 5 jew...fun jew...all have a nice day...best jew....:)

while i watchin p.s ilove you...thinking n wonderin...would dat will happen toward my life..i my life not goin vey smoothly...actually i do have everything..i have my damn stuff...family,friend n special...nowadays,something disturbin my thought...i started to cry..when people shout at me i am scared...it pouring on my cheeks..i knew something will appeared toward my unexpected life..i do have someone..someone i do love..care..but are he was the one for me..are he was my groom when i tied the knot...searching...i would rather dive in deep ocean searching...exploring...although i have someone..i have my right to well known other people..i love being friend..but i lost friend..i lost everything...so many thing i jealous about..so many thing i going through..it burden my heart...i want my abeng...he cant bare to see me cry..he my brother..i do love him more than everything..i in pain..damn...i tried be joy..i am...but something lost..i fuckin really dont know what it all about..laugh are my passion...i need someone could rather make me laugh till drop..i love smile but people keep saying dat i arrogant..temper?i hate it but i have it..sometimes i control my anger..sometimes i lost it..he's have the anger...he sweet but while he angry throw the bad word to me..it pain..even it rare but still fuckin hate it..i not perfect gurl..nobodys perfect right??i am used harsh word..hello i stay in mallacca...all malaccan people use harsh word..hee...my teardrop already dried..i wipe it by myself..there one guy callin me last night..ask me either he can be friend with me or not..i cool with me..sory i do not have facebook..lazy actually..hee..he saw me couples of times..i tod i was like invisible at campus..heee..nice to meet u...:)...nana in the malacca..hahaha...hopefully there are the time i can spend my time with nana..on septemeber she goin to futher her wing to uk..i wish my parent send me there..yahoo...heaven x??i feal relieve..blog are my bff..it like a human being pleasure to hear my intuition...that it..prayin tomorrow something new happen to my life....

^yaww^

happy hour...

two days in a row i when to club...when i havin dinner with them...i n sabrina talking about club...den all of them wanted to go oso...so i just like..well let go...1 spot we when to "cube" with along me,darla,athira,abeng,pendek,amir,saffuran X,sabrina n bf n her 3 friend n oso abg n awin...haaaaa...afta about 2 month i didnt step my heel there...i felt borink..den we hit the dance floor...we have a good tyme together...sadly we dun have any picture on that nyte....

friday nyte...we suppose went to white party but some of dem dun have enuff money coz have civer charge...after few bullshit conflict...only i,darla,tira,amir,awin n abg only went to the club...not C but P...haih...but we fuckin heaven that nyte...all of us have really damn good tyme...:)

new fragrance

almost every day i shop..what the hack...hahahaha...it just an hobby...my "ANNA SUI" finish al-ready...haih abeng...i like to use my perfume...den spray almost all over his body...damn yaww...so as usual...i persuade my mother to bought me new fragrance...i just thinking choose "diamond" but then darla said the smell not that long as i wanted...but the smell was good...i try escada...fun is the smell is fuckin strong...hahahaa...i love my "versace" but finished already...den the promoter lend me hillary duff fragrance...i noe the smell n i like it...after while i decide...i choose "with love"...i noe it lil bit updated...but i love the way it smell...heeee...at last...finally...after long term craving this fragrance....it bought...weeee...thanks ibu...

muvees...

on tuesday i didnt expect when to the movie...i dont have class which i tod i want to drop...
so i went to darla hse...lunch at ps...n accompany amir to his former school...so amir drop us at mp...so i n darla reach at mng boutique...damn it sale...so we decide to buy some goodies...heeee..."murah jew"...heee...so later tht we watch movie...BLOOD-THE LAST VAMPIRE....okie la but not look real...darla is freakin dislike that movie...so i n amir want to go to class...afta 10 min darla call...she said "11.20 TRANSFORMER"...i just okie....absolutely fuckin best...the movie...worth it....i have great tyme with u all...all couples not include abeng...heee

photo-panas-model=have fun

me n tuah

lovely friend

amir

darla syg....beauty

cukup x?

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

selam

rockin

fuckin damn..adore diz

abeng

sibuk kn.....swit x??

weeee adeq

gumbira

try fly high

arghhh

c.i.n.t.a

ps+drum=???

1,2,3

GOL!!!!!!!

gurl rules...



last sunday
was excitement day ever...
we takin our picture
started frm "bgnan merah"...
den take a break at subaidah...
later den continue at "padang dp"
my picture n also abeng have lot...
heeee
we love takin picture...
next photograph will be taken as soon as possible...
thanx to epit "mr photographer"
and my besties...
^yaww^

happy father day "abah"

HAPPY FATHER DAY.....
I LOVE U...
THANK FOR BEING SUCH A TERRIFIC FATHER...
AS MY BIG HEART...
THIS PERFUME AS A GIVE...
A GIVE FOR MY APPRECIATION..
F FOR FERROGAMO...
ADORE IT SMEEL....
^YAWW^

part of my life

welcome my new trimester...
kinda love my new environment....
i like my life....
i am happy with it...
i meet this ladies...
cool,supportive,fun&understanding....
their my colours...
new colours which brighten my days...
heeee...
i started love to get along with all of you gurl...
credit to DARLA,ATHIRA,SAFURA & SABRINA...